In this abridged body of work, j. nyla ink mcneill presents mixed media—from paintings and photographs to a single day's face paint—that prioritizes lived moments over lasting objects. Living in a city where Black and Native infants and adults face disproportionately high rates of premature death¹, and belonging to low life expectancy categories in LA County², ink celebrates life through ephemeral art. Original works sit alongside cross-cultural traditions and historical references, illuminating mortality, instability, queerness, and the will to endure.
At the center of the work are three commitments: pushing aging phones beyond their perceived limits, moving from the flippancy of the selfie toward the staying power of self-portraiture, and creating beyond the hyper-fleeting, image-and-popularity-driven algorithmic logic of social media.
Honoring artists who came before them, ink's makeup art often carry history. They reproduce works or practices rooted in queer, Black, and Brown art, holidays, and protest, shaped by the spirit of clowning and drag. Face paint is worn without performance—not as spectacle, but as an invitation to conversation.
Color, in all their pieces, convey thousands of words of resistance. Informed by the city in which they live, rainbows are fractal, architectural, everywhere.
Whatever form the pieces take, identity is not the overt subject. Instead, it shapes how the work comes into being as visual and cultural auto-/ethnography. What remains is not an object, but a series of timestamps: moments of deepened collective and self-understanding amid social erasure,
"Adolescent" in Black
j. nyla ink mcneill’s self-portrait series uses photography and digital manipulation to explore Blackness, memory, gender, and subcultural belonging through the symbolic and historical language of the colors black and blue.
"Adolescent" in Blue
j. nyla ink mcneill’s self-portrait series uses photography and digital manipulation to explore Blackness, memory, gender, and subcultural belonging through the symbolic and historical language of the colors black and blue.
Keith
MM
nalax / Basquiat on Brown Skin
dyseuphorbia
dyseuphorbia explores j. nyla ink mcneill’s ongoing relationship with gender as a practice of becoming rather than identity nor destination.
not going anywhere (unfinished detail)
an essence of smoke
Broadway
Art Theatre
Enduring the Psychical
j. nyla ink mcneill’s self-portrait series uses photography and digital manipulation to explore Blackness, memory, gender, and subcultural belonging through the symbolic and historical language of the colors black and blue.
Blackness Across the Lifespan, an exhibit premiering at Long Beach Forward, honors the beauty, fragility, and persistence of Black life from birth through death. See these pieces, alongside excerpts from j. nyla mcneill’s poetic dissertation to requite and/or return starting August 15, 2026.
King, A. (2026, May 8). Long Beach Health Department Black Community Health Strengths and Needs Assessment Report (Memorandum to Mayor and Members of the City Council). City of Long Beach Department of Health and Human Services.
Measure of America. (2026). A portrait of Los Angeles County 2026. Social Science Research Council. https://measureofamerica.org/los-angeles-2026/

